over optimistic

i always think i've more time than i actually have.

today spent a little too much time at the hospital w ah ma + dad + aunt than i had originally planned. this time, felt disturbed by the other patient opposite ah ma. looking at that lady, I'm really thankful that ah ma is slping most of the time. at least she's not suffering as much as others seem to be. that other lady was so xin ku, with the phlegm at her throat. the sound was really scary. the ward's name is peace, but the place doesn't seem to be peaceful.. in abt 3 weeks' time, all the patients in her side of the ward have changed. turnover rate is really high :( when will her suffering end? when my dad and aunt were chatting abt the past, i could feel their sadness. this is starting to take a toil on her children too.. how long must this drag?

我们基督徒常说凡是都有神的美意在其中。但现在我还看不到那美意何在。“我要赞美，无论锝时不得时” 。唱得简单，做却很难。

two quizzes on fri. advertising and marketing research. sch work is really piling up now.

定睛看耶稣，不要惧怕，因为神与我同在。要记得我所相信的这位神也是圣经里记载那使寡妇的油和面不减少的神。