grossly underestimated

the amt of studying neede for FIIM. argh. it really takes a while for all those things to sink in. liquidity risk. bond yield. bid-ask spread, taking a long position/ short position (like huh?!), bearish/bullish market (huh again?!!)

grr

proj work's a pain too. this sem i've met the weirdest person that i know in smu. grp dynamics are weird this time too. and the projs are harder than before. year 3 isn't fun. -.-

which makes me ultra thankful for the coming STOMP.

but the rest of the time, i'll be studying. sighhhhh.
skipping tuan qi (and possibly dg on mon) isn't good. but what can i do since i so grossly underestimated the amt of studying to be done. i didn't think i'd need that much time to study. n so i happily packed the rest of recess. now that i've started studying, reality sets in and i realise how overly optimistic i was. hmpf.