monday blues

this is the first time i felt this since I started working with Kinderart. In HR we learnt about the lack of employee motivation when there's mismatch of corporate and company values. this is what is happening now i think. the boss wants me to help find grants for a new business model for kinderart, but i don't believe in the new business model that she's talking about. which explains this monday blues i think. having to do something i don't particularly believe in after the weekend is not enjoyable at all.

it's been a good long weekend. eventful. friday we had church sports day, and i felt very 欣慰 looking at yu xi with her dad. especially when the very zai yuxi papa made the whole aeroplane by himself, which yu xi then decorated, while the rest of us gave eye power. heh.

sun, i gave chi yuan an earful cos she fly me aeroplane! she cha bo after church, calling me to say she wanted to go cut hair. ergh. i shall not vent here. but it was good in a way cos that meant that the full 2 plus hours were spent helping yu xi.

i'm working from home today, n i really should be starting work. but i've got no motivation at all! usually i go to Kinderart very happily, cos I genuinely saw the point and value in the things i did. but not this time round. sigh. but still, things have got to be done.

on another note, i feel like cycling to pierce reservoir! it's such a nice place. but i think the slopes are too much for me. the downs will be shiok, but the upslope! i'll prolly stop halfway and push my bike up instead. hmm. shall see how.