I really do. rejection sucks. especially rejection by a person i care deeply for. Don't worry i haven't gone and gotten entangled in some bgr thing. its one of my closest female friend. a cousin, a church friend, a sister to me. I really hate it when i show concern, and there is just no reply at all. no reply at all! if u don't want me to sms you, just say it. i won't. or if what i'm saying makes you feel uncomfortable, ask me to steer clear of the topic. don't just ignore me can? this makes me feel as if i'm back in pri sch with all that i friend you i don't friend you stuff. it really makes me feel unappreciated n i begin to doubt this friendship. maybe in your eyes its not sth to be treasured, like it was to me. God says to love others like yourself. It's so hard to love with God's love, to love despite the response i get. but i'm learning.
but this only shows me how much more i should appreciate all the other special someones in my life, all the others that i care deeply for too. DABESTCLIQUE. You don't know how much i appreciate you. even though we don't meet often but u're the ones i know i can count on when there's a need. the pple who will stand by me. the pple who love me for who i am. you are the ones who've seen me when i had the worst temper. the ones who saw me at my most unglam. we screamed tgt, played tgt, been through tears and laughter tgt. u hold a special place in my heart.
to renny, i don't mind that we don't meet often. i know u're busy. but i have faith in our friendship. u've been a great support and tho i'm not actively pursuing music now, i give u my 200% support for your music career-to-be ok!! I'm proud of u for chasing after ur dream :D to shehui, need i say more? i think my actions speak louder :) just in case they don't, I'll see you when we're 80, and tell you in person :D mich, thanks for all the encouragement u've given me. i think i've said enough 'i'm proud of you's' to last me a lifetime. haha. always make me say that kind of things. but u know, i really am proud to have u as a friend! :) to ling, whom i don't think ever reads this, thanks for always supporting me and being such entertaining company! haha.
n i'm really glad to have 'new-found' sisters in kaising n pear. though we sort of grew up tgt in church n i've known the two of you ever since we were born, we were nv close. in fact, i rem being the crybaby n saying that the whole lot of you won't play w me :P but i also do rem kaising holding my hand and leading me into sunday sch when i stood crying outside. :) i'm glad we're getting closer now. maybe one day i'll be closer to being in the bubble u have around urself :) n to pear, thanks for allowing me to be one of the pple you share your woes n laugher with. :)
to the ever dearest DG mate, you're beautiful. Beauty that comes from being a girl longing after God's heart, constantly seeking His will. :) You've been a great encouragement you know? :)
to lanfang, i don't know when u'll ever read this, but i'll still write this. you're an irreplacable friend. we've cried tgt, laughed tgt, prayed tgt. u're as a sister to me you know that? which is why i always spam your email!! haha.
i feel as if i'm 80 yrs old/at the hong2 xin1 da4 jiang3 with the thanksgiving speech. but i just really wanted to count my blessings n remind myself of all the wonderful pple i have in my life.
there's a whole bunch of pple i should thank God for in my life. tingen, for being the sweet and caring girl she is, laoshi, for her sharp observation skills for pple arnd her, Renjie, for his constant concern even at that young age, kai, for hearing me rant on msn.
i haven't mentioned my parents have i? if i mention them i'll type another page worth of stuff. i've been longwinded enough as it is. time to rest!
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Along Orchard Road
